One good thing is that my best friends with someone else now so I don get the pressure of people wanting me with him. Er, yeah and I don need to get this off my chest majorly, but maybe I should, even if it makes him sound far worse than he is. So the problem is the sex. I never thought Id say that. Er, so.. on Monday he wanted to, I didn atall but we did anyway. I ended up crying. He said whilst that its "basically using me just for sex" I know maybe thats true but it upset me anyway. Cause I cried he said that it felt like hed raped me. Which we both know isn true but he was really bummed out about it and I guess I was too. Stuffs been weird since. He left a day early even though it was his choice of the extra day and we haven been talking as much as usual. I wish I believed him when he said he loved me.