Im in a relationship. Im happy. I dont want to break up with my boyfriend, not for you, not for anyone. You are in a relationship too. Youve been with your girlfriend for six years. You don want to break up with her. Not for me, not for anyone. And yet... I know theres always been a little spark between us. You know it too. Ive seen your eyes light up when I walk in the room. Youve seen mine do the same. Im 1000 miles away from all of this right now. I wont be home for a few months yet. I speak to my boyfriend every day and I love her and I miss her. But when you sent me those texts yesterday I got such a rush. I was smiling in the street. Im starting to feel guiltier and guiltier about it. My boyfriend is really upset at the moment and Im finding it hard to comfort him. Hes just sent me a text right now telling me how much he loves me, and Im writing on this thing about my attraction to you. Im sure when I get home and I see him again, things will be different, you wont be on my mind. Ill think about you less and less. I hardly every see you these days anyway. Not like when we worked together. I never told you but my boyfriend hates you. He thinks you have a thing for me. I play along, joke about how you do. I know you do. I have a thing for you. But well never act on it will we? No. Distance puts things out of perspective. I dont want to be with you. I dont . I dont . I dont .